Me and My Self

Recently, I have a lot of concerns. Being a 22 years old is not easy actually. I have to reach out some "adulting" that very new for me. I haven't did some of them before. And unfortunately I am being zero in this path.

Being the real "Rini Pratiwi" in front of everyone is really a dream. A dream that I wish will come true someday. At the end of my journey, I didn't ask my self "what if" of  tons questions that I kept. 

I kept thinking "Should I being a good girl?" or "Should I being my self". A girl who can't do the good things everytime.  A girl who can't smile everytime she met people. A girl who really cares with around. I am just human. Human who did some bad act, bad words, bad thinking, even being bad to others. I am not perfect. I didn't push my self for being perfect. Cause I know, I am not and I cannot. Forever.

Strolling around and having a conversation with my sisters really make my day. Hope them always happy and healthy so we can grow up together. Thanks for them. Really thanks.